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Grief

A loss is considered when we look back at an experience or a person and it brings up negative emotions; we avoid talking about it, or we have a lopsided view of the relationship (all good or all bad). There are different losses that are not just physical death. For example, there are losses as a child because one didn’t have a emotionally safe environment or an engaged parent; another example, is the loss with a miscarriage. Other examples would be the end of a marriage/ friendship, a job loss, loss of a dream, and a financial loss.

More so, there is right way to grieve and a wrong way to grieve, and unfortunately culture hurts the way we grieve.  For example, culture tells us not to feel bad, to just replace our loss (get a new dog), to grieve alone, just give it time and although these statements may not be explicitly said, they are definitely implicit.

 

Despite what we know about the universal model about loss, which is experienced through stages: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. According to the founders of The Grief Recovery Institute ( John James and Russell Friedman) they were explicit about how the loss model of stages actually was not quite correct. In fact, believing in these stages as a griever hurts the grief process- the process of moving on from the pain. The founders/researchers have insinuated that when we are grieving and we label our natural emotions in such stages, that we will never work through it because we are always in a stage of grief. They believe that we can fully work through grief, but of course it is a process like anything in life, we can still enjoy life and the pain doesn’t always have to be there.

 

As a therapist, one thing that I am really sure about  with grief work is this: if we don’t work through our emotional pain including grief, this will affect us and others  around us quite negatively. For example, we won’t be able to give ourselves fully to another person because maybe we fear that they will leave us and we can’t deal with another loss. And if we don’t give ourselves fully to those who are significant in our lives, (and this includes God), then we won’t have the meaningful and profound emotional relationships that we deserve. In fact it is for learning to build and cultivate these precious relationships that is really one of the main reasons that Heavenly Father has provided a body here on earth for us!

 

Therefore, it is clear that it is important to grieve correctly. There are many things that can and do hurt our grieving process. The first great error is we when we use quick fixes to deal with the pain such as drugs, food, work, keeping busy and etc. The second, is when we believe that we can’t get over the pain and can never feel joy again.  Such a belief is false, because if we believe in the atonement then we can be emotionally set free. Now, this doesn’t mean that our life won’t be different after such a loss. The reality is that it will.

 

If you are at all like me, you will want to make people feel good and support them.  People in general don’t know how to respond to someone who has lost someone close to them, perhaps because their feelings scare us. The reality is this: there is nothing that we can say to truly ease their pain because the pain is real, but there is a lot that we can say or do to hurt them. Some examples of hurtful things would be as follows: 1. We must definitely avoid telling them we know how they feel (every relationship is unique) 2. We need to avoid saying the comments noted above, such as not to feel bad, just give it some time. 3. We try to change the subject.  4. We intellectualize their pain by saying something like he’s in a better place.  5. We don’t want to talk about death (imagine how hurtful and confusing it is to talk like that to children who already can’t process the pain). 5. We inconsiderately tell them they should keep their faith.

 

  • Here are some examples of harmful quotes:
  • Get a hold of yourself.
  • You can’t fall apart.
  • Keep a stiff upper life.
  • Pull yourself up by your boot straps.
  • We know how you feel.
  • Be thankful you have other children.
  • Life must go on.
  • He is in better place.
  • All things must pass.
  • She led a full life.
  • God will never give you something you can’t handle.
  • Be strong for the others.
  • Keep busy.

One thing that I know from personal experience is that Grief is painful.  Grief consists an entire spectrum of different emotions. None of those emotions are “wrong”.  Grief is a process and this process consists of that individual’s unique feelings as they work through their personal pain experience.

Grief is a gift from Heavenly Father so we can walk through it and come out of it as whole as we possibly can be on earth. Grief is one way to use the atonement and build or sustain an intimate relationship with the Lord. As you know there is much pain in this world, and because we do have the atonement we can heal and obtain emotional freedom. There are many types of losses.

One of the hardest things for grievers to understand is that they are responsible for their own emotions, which means that if they want to heal then they have to do their own work.  No one can feel their feelings for them.  They must feel their feelings…all of them.

 

What is the best process for someone who is doing the grieving?

  1. Be aware of the incomplete emotional relationship at the beginning of grief.
  2. Accept responsibility of one’s own pain.
  3. Identify recovery communications that you have not, but need to deliver.
  4. Take actions to communicate them.
  5. Move beyond loss and say good-bye as you deliver those final communications to the pain.

 

Last what is the correct way to be there for someone:

  1. Ask what happened and LISTEN without interrupting, sympathizing, or giving advice, etc. as they are in the process of answering.
  2. After you are sure they are done, you can say “I can’t imagine how heartbreaking that must have been for you.”
  3. Be empathetic and listen with your heart and feelings, not with your intellect.
  4. Stay in their moment, without thinking your own thoughts or ideas about what to say.  Focus on their feelings, not yours.

Author:

Chance Scott, Licensed Chemical Dependency Counselor

Victoria Scott, Marriage and Family Therapist

Shame vs Guilt

Shame vs. Guilt

 Shame is highly correlated with depression, low self-worth, addictions ( substance abuse and sexual addiction), and eating disorders The difference between guilt and toxic shame can be described this way: Guilt is a healthy emotion that lets us know that our behavior did not match our values, so our BEHAVIOR needs to improve. Shame is when the mistake we make is because of WHO WE ARE; there is something wrong with OURSELVES. So, guilt is “I MADE a mistake” and shame is “I AM the mistake”. When we feel a lot of toxic shame about our “self”, we put on a false self. We become “symptomatic” because we are not okay with our authentic self. We may pick up symptoms such as protectionism, isolation from others, eating disorders, sex and drug addictions or even codependency (we overly serve) as well as depression. With these symptoms we are able to hide our “true” self with it’s shame. We truly believe that if someone knew who we truly are they would hate us like we hate ourselves. One unique characteristic about toxic shame is that it is transferred from generation to generation, in church, at school, and in our public life.

 

Individuals who struggle with a lot of toxic shame share some common characteristics such as having a hard time feeling all of their feelings (sad, bored, scared, and ashamed), having low self worth, not being okay with who they are, having a lack of intimacy in most of their relationships, and being egocentric. What I mean by egocentric is they take personally what other individuals do or say to them. Their hearts become hard and their emotions are not correctly expressed, which has a negative influence on their spirituality.

Family System: Shame affects the family system in many different ways as follows: the children aren’t allowed to express who they really are, there are unhealthy boundaries (rigid or distant), plus there is a “don’t talk” rule (especially about feelings and hard things). As a result the children are taught to deny their feelings and they may pick up “roles” that deny their true self in the family dynamics.  They literally disconnect from their authentic self. The children will also be symptomatic: addicted to perfectionism  and lacking emotional intimacy in their relationships.

There are many things that will promote healing for these clients. The starting point is for them to discover their true feelings and their true self. I believe if they can give themselves permission to feel and ACCEPT their feelings (the most intimate part about a human being) this alone will help the individual gradually work through the other things as long as healthy coping skills are in place. These skills include physical activity, meditation, spirituality, art work, and that which helps the individuals feel good about themselves. Healing length also depends on how serious the symptoms are, and what type of symptoms have been adopted.

 

 

Resources

Meetings:

12 Step Meetings (Adult child, Alanon, and AA)

LDS 12 Step Meetings: http://addictionrecovery.lds.org/?lang=eng

LDS Family Services

LDS Community Provider list:

 

Recommended Books:

Feelings Buried Alive Never Die by Karol K. Truman

Healing the Shame that Binds You, by John Bradshaw

The Shame-Based Family System, by John Bradshaw

Adult Child of Alcoholics, ACA

Boundaries & Boundaries in a Marriage, by Henry Cloud & John Townsend

He Did Deliver Me from Bondage, by Colleen Harrison

Any books authored by Brene Brown

Short Videos:

Shame, Brene Brown: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psN1DORYYV0

Five Components of the Healing Process

Five Components of the Healing Process

As noted in the article, Learning the Healer’s Art, by ELAINE S. MARSHALL there are five components of the healing process.

1. First, we all know healing hurts so much, whether it is physical or emotional. In order to heal emotionally we have to be able to experience how we FEEL. I mean let’s be honest, sometimes we feel like it’s not needed, but it is.

2. Secondly, healing is very active. No one can do this work for us, even though we would love them to, but we won’t learn and grow from the experience.

3. Healing is private, and there is no greater pain than when we feel that we are all alone. It is a process and it is something that is so sacred. For example, there are times when I have I had my best crying sessions all alone, and no one else can affect that very special moment. It is not something that can be accomplished in one event, but it takes numerous events. I am not saying that you should always do this alone, absolutely not! What I am saying is that no one is there to affect this beautiful process you experience by yourself. Listen to your mind and your body and know when it is the time to grieve alone or to grieve with support.

4. Healing teaches us, and this is one life’s greatest lessons. It teaches us so many things such as happiness, faith, and humility. Healing is what gets us through life. For me, there is no better feeling than feeling invigorated, because it is hopeful and I feel like I can accomplish anything.

5. We must help others heal, so that no pain will be wasted. It inspires me when I see individuals who have gone through such great pain, and then they start a cause to help others with same particular problem. I remember at one point when I was going through a really hard time and during that time I was also seeing clients. I felt raw and my feelings were so real; therefore, my clients felt safer and were able to get the work done that they needed, because there was nothing but realness in my therapy room. As you figure out events, traumas, and attachment wounds in y our life, you know that they can use healing. Remember, with any great pain, great happiness can come from it, if you can experience healing.